Well- what's to be said? lol. I'm tired, I'm pretty lonely, but getting by just fine, and I have very good friends now. I'm happy, but tempted to try and make things better with a particular person from my past. Checked out his journal today, nothing new there, I suppose, some good lyrics, decided to subscribe, but despite my want to try and change things a bit, I guess that it's a bit too rigid to change anything. Just my guess, but maybe sometime I'll be brave enough to be the one to say hi to him, instead of him to me, like he had when I had been so cruel to him...Maybe I'll do it right now...I don't think I'll have any regrets in just saying hi...
It's really late in the evening, but I don't feel like sleeping...I feel like dancing, in fact. Dancing sounds good, but my mom's sleeping, so I can't tune out everything while I dance by blasting music really loud. I like dancing to loud music. My dog decided to be a bit of a dweeb, had to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night, I suppose everyone does some times though. I'm having a sleep over tomorrow with a few of my friends, I like being around people now, and I'm kind of mad at one of my friends because he stuffed a piece of art I made for him into the back of his car like a napkin or something. It made me kind of sad I guess, I expected him to care more. But I guess you shouldn't expect too much from anyone, because if you expect too much, all you can be is disappointed, and that makes everyone miserable. The icons for gaia are interesting. I like watching them sometimes and wondering how they came up with particular expressions like the XD face, or the cute little squinting blushy face. Pretty interesting stuff. It's late, but I won't be going to bed, so I think I might just keep writing, because I'm kind of scared to stop...I'm kind of scared that when I end this post, there won't be a reply in my mail box. I'm scared of rejection like that, but facing my fears is going to have to come around because I have to stop writing eventually. I should paint my nails...They were red before, but now I want to paint them kinda brownish pink. I like that color, despite the fact it's pink. It's very chaste, very attractive color. Red is vibrant and exuberant, but I need chaste right now. Yes...calm and chaste would be nice.
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P.S. ninja that will be the emoticon for whenever I do that one face that always cracks you up. For example: I guess you've been dextrous for now ninja