Tarot cards are really a magical thing in my life, and though one would think something as superficial as anime tarot cards wouldn't work for someone like me, they helped me a lot when I used them yesterday morning after my mom and I got in a big fight. I'm getting back on my feet I guess one could say, trying to gather up what I have and work it all out. I mean, when you reach the bottom, the only way is up, but I'm insight of the bottom, and I can't afford to hit bottom now, so I'm swimming for dear life for the surface now, so I can start new.
I'm excited about the Valentine's day dance, because I really look forward to looking my best for it even though I'll most likely be going alone. Travis intends to attempt to get us back together, but I don't know what to think about it working. It would make me happy to be with him again, that's all I'm really sure of, but other wise, especially when it comes to his feelings I really don't know what to think. My mother and I have made up now, and I'm getting my grades up now, so I'm hoping that I will be able to break through this kind of muck I've been having being a lovely looking prom girl ready to dance and just enjoy a valentine's day dance. Latin competition is coming up too, so I'm excited about that too, and I look forward to presenting my fondness for Latin publicly. It'll be fun to enjoy Latin competition with other people that like Latin as well, and I'm particularly looking forward to playing basket ball Teehee. I really like basket ball, but I hope that everyone there will be friendly, because basket ball is only fun when everyone can laugh and have fun instead of competing like a bunch of mindless animals trying only to win. It's about having fun -_-. But anyways, after that things settle down for me, and March is on it's way, swimming season with heat and all. I'm definitely looking to the future, and I'm glad to just be able to stay on my feet after stumbling for so long.
-Thisdarkness
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