Well, the break's now over, and tomorrow I have to go back to school to the clutter and people crowding me and lunch time and classes and homework. It's relieving and yet aggitating, to find that after so many days of sitting around and relaxing, I have to get back to work, but at least it will give me something to do once more than waste my braincells on Youtube. My boyfriend was really affectionate last time I saw him, but I don't blame him, since we had been apart for quite a while, but I found it kind of sudden and unusual. He's just unpredictable I guess, but I hope he doesn't go to a point where it makes me uncomfortable. It did a little, but I suppose I could understand you know? Being apart from the person you love is hard, and I love him to, so it was nice to have the attention. I'm excited to give out all the gifts I made for everyone too heart I really enjoy making chocolates, and the roses I bought were fun working on too. I really do hope everyone likes them, even Ryan, even though he doesn't like gifts. He's been really nice to me of recent, and I'm grateful for it, after all, I wasn't expecting him to want to be my friend anymore at all, but I suppose he decided that I was okay for a second try after a couple weeks of pretending we didn't know eachother at all. I'm very glad. Val hasn't contacted me at all over the last two weeks, and that kinda pisses me off -_- But you know, I can't think that she can help it when She's busy, and her parents tend to exterminate any ability she might have of contacting people. That and she's lazy lol. Ah, I love her anyway. I hung out with Becki today, and we watched shows all day on Youtube, it was fun, and I was glad I got to spend some quality time with my darling first wife, but now I'm at home, doin' some chores. It's good to be going back to school, but I wish it was simpler, I know it's just going to get harder as I go. Oh well, I'm a big girl, and I'm ready.
-Thisdarkness
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