Well, Sam and I got into a huge fight over the phone before he hung up on me, and I think that this is the end of everything between us. I don't know what it is about it, but I'm disappointed in him. I knew it would be the way it turned out, but I was hoping he would be as unpredictable as he claimed to be, or at least that he would understand what I felt. I told him " You need to get your priorities straight." And he started going on about how his ex-girlfriend was just like me, and that I was trying to get him to put me over all of the other things in his life. I don't understand why certain people can't listen to others, but my words were like, either going one ear and out th other, or they were going through his ' bad girlfriend talk' translator. And then, I called him a coward over the phone, because he was telling me he didn't give a ******** about society or anyone's feelings or what they think and I said " You know why that is? Because you're scared. You can do so much better, but you can't handle it because your scared. Life takes pain-" At which he cut me off screaming " ******** you." Into the phone, and he told me to shut up and I wouldn't so he hung up on me. I understand why he would, he's a coward, no matter what he believes, so I took that and just sighed, because I guess it would better to have him hate me than have him continue to pretend to love me. Drama drama drama. lol. At least I won't have to worry about it any more though. The only thing dramatic in my life is that, and now that it's over with, I can just relax, even though I'll need some time to get this weird feeling out of my system. It's like being a string and shaking a little between indifferent and sad. I hate highstrings, my friends, with a passion.
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