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"The Missing Piece"
It lurks in the dark
Where could it be?
It has left it's mark?
Where is the sea?
I can feel the water under my feet
Why is it so cold?
I move my head to the beat
Why wasn't I told?
You walk out from the sea
Where did you go?
You have in your heart, the key
Where are you going to lay low?
As you walk towards me
What am I crying?
I can finally see
Why are you dieing?
Tears are running down my face
Where was I?
I'm behind pace
Did we really say good-bye?
Now I understand it all
Is that why you went?
I'll wait for your call
Is this where you were sent?
You never told me
Do you have my piece?
But now I finally see
You still have my missing piece
((I lost someone very dear to me today, so I though I'd dedicate this poem to him. I loved him like a brother and now that he's gone the place where he was in my heart will fill empty...even though I know he's still here. He still has my missing piece and he always will.))
"Shore"
Should I take it off,
this mask of mine?
Can I take if off,
then will I finally shine?
Will you care if I'm no longer me?
I don't know if you'll stay
Will we still be?
Or maybe you'll walk away
Does this surprise you,
the new me?
Do you think you should have knew,
what would soon be?
Who do you blame?
This isn't your fault
Can I bear this shame,
or me have you caught?
I want to thank you for staying
I couldn't have asked for more
You can now go on your way
You can leave me alone on this shore
((uthor's Comments
I wrote this today in L.A. since we were talking about not being able to talk to people about who you are and what you did. It inspired me to write this since that's what I feel like))
"Dead"
I pull back the mask
I open my mouth but no scream will come
I know I must finish this task
I guess I'm being a bad chum
You pull back the clouds
You finally open your eyes yet you can't see
You know that my heart is filled with sorrow oh so loud
You guess that you'll have to let me be
I hold you tight to my body
A tear I silently cry
I am no longer the sea
Did I really let you die?
We never said our good-byes
We never meant to lie
We never meant to die
We never said good-bye
((just a poem about what I'm feeling since i lost a friend))
"Show"
I look left, then right
No ones looking
Everything is out of sight
Everything is what you took
It lays in my heart
Will you find it?
It hurts so much to start
Can you find it?
You reach for my hand
I look away
I'll met you in another land
Maybe another day
I'll tell you one thing
It's not gonna be pretty
You have my life a huge bang
It's gonna be shitty
Don't give up on life
It's gonna be hard but worth the fight
You can't end it with a knife
You may be lost but I'll help you find the light
Look at me
I made it through the pain
Will you let me help you see?
Or will you just listen to the rain?
I look into your eyes
Who do I see
I see the tears I cried
You in me
I take your hand
I finally know
Today is when I met you in another land
Today we let our true feelings show
((I dedicate this to someone very special to me. They've helped me through a lot and it's my turn to help them^^))
"Fraud"
1, 2, 3, 4 breathe
I really need to leave
2, 4, 6, 8 tap
I really need a nap
3, 6, 9, 12 blink
I really don't want to wink
4, 8, 12, 16 shout
Have you finally figured me out?
5, 10, 15, 20 shiver
I am really not a giver
6, 12, 18, 24 talk
i would really like to start my walk
7, 14, 21, 28 listen
I don't think we should be kissing
8, 16, 24, 32 touch
I have loved no one this much
9, 18, 27, 36 cry
Please don't leave me, please don't die
10, 20, 30, 40 nod
Today is the end of a fraud
((just lost someone very important to me. I miss him a lot but i turned my feelings and thoughts into this poem. I learned so much from him and now I'm going to put that into my life. I think I might actually be myself and end this play of being a fraud))
"Diconnected"
Disconnected from this life,
from the person I used to be.
Disconnected from this strife,
from the person I used to see.
Remember how it used to be?
We were in love
Remember just you and me?
We were each other's dove
Why did it go away?
I feel so lost
Why did you go today?
I feel I payed the cost
Disconnected from my happiness,
from the joy.
Disconnected from the madness,
from the boy.
Do you remember me?
I remember you
Do you remember how you got down on one knee?
I remember know that I should have knew
We are disconnected,
no longer one.
We are disconnected,
it's finally been done.
((It's kinda what I'm feeling right now. I'm trying to move on but i cant cause I'm disconnected))
"Shared"
A tear fall down my face
I slowly move my hand along your name
Please tell me my help wasn't a waste
I thought I help you stay sain
I rise from you grave
I'm no longer me
You, I thought I saved
I can no longer see
People tell me your death wasn't my fault
I can't believe that when I know I failed
My heart is as hard as salt
I can't believe their tail
They didn't know you at all
I knew you all to well
They thought they could save you with a call
But I swear I'll never tell
Your secrets still lie in my heart
And where ever I go I know you're already there
You smile replays in my head, helping me to start
Cause we have always shared
((just feeling rather lost and depressed so i thought i'd write and this is what came out of it.))
"Blue"
What is this pain I bear?
I smile on the outside
Do I even really care?
Does anyone know what I'm going through?
This world just doesn't seem to understand me
Is there nothing I can do?
Why does my heart hurt?
I've never felt this way
Why does my soul fill filthy with dirt?
Where did you go?
My feeling are no more
Where did you learn to show?
My heart is gone
what remains is dust
You left me at dawn
You left because that was a must
I hold the picture firmly in my hand
Knowing it was all real, all true
I just don't understand how it slipped through me like sand
Without you my world is blue...
((damn i miss him...i just want the hurting to stop and the healing to start...when is that gonna happen?))
 miroku fan 101 · Sat May 24, 2008 @ 03:34pm · 0 Comments |
