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"Again"
My friend and my love you have left me in complete emptyness. Never to see you again, never to hear you sweet voice again, and never to feel your warm touch again. Even though we keep in touch whenever I answer your e-mail it doesn't feel like I'm talking to you, but instead I'm talking to myself. I want to see you again, I want to hear your sweet voice again, I want to feel your warm touch again, but most of all I just want to be with you again.
((I wrote this poem last year, so it's kinda old. I just started writing and this was one of my first pieces of writing. It's before I started rhyming. I wrote this about one of my friends. I really liked him but just when I was going to tell him my feelings he moved...))
"Good Friend Of Mine"
Good friend of mine, good friend of mine, you're right beside me, so why do you feel so far away? I love you so much but you just of me as a friend. I want to tell so much, but I'll keep quite. I'll love you secretly, I'll admire you secrectly, but once I'm brace enough I'll tell you everything. Just be patient till then good friend of mine.
((This was also written last year. I wrote this about a guy I liked but didn't have the guts to tell him my feelings. Helped me get some emotions out. Still not rhyming as you can see but it's only my second piece of writing what do you expect?? anyways hope you like it>< wink )
"Friend, Love, Life, Dreams"
I feel your warm touch for the last time as you hug me good-bye. I hear your sweet voice for the last time as you tell me good-bye. I see your sad brown eyes when your looking me in the eye. I want to cry, but I don't want you to see how much pain I'm in. Then you might not go, but I know you have to so I'll be strong for you my love, my friend, and my life. As I see you leave I wonder if you'll ever come back or will I never see you agian? That's when I break down and cry, but you don't look back, you're already gone. I want to run after you, I want to be with you but instead when you come back(if you do) I don't know where I'll be or what I'll be doing. One thing I know is that I'll never forget you. I never told you this, but I love you. I don't know if you already knew or if you'll accept me and my feelings but if you come back from the war I'll tell you everything. Good-bye, my friend. my love, my life, and my dreams.
((I also wrote this last year. I dedicate this to my cousin Ashly whos husband is over in Iraq.))
"My Love"
I've missed you ever since you were gone. In my dreams and thoughts you haven't left me, but I will still love you forever my love.
((just a short little poem i found. I think I wrote this last year two))
"Never"
The sun is shining down on my face
I'm learning to keep pace
You have showed me right from wrong
Here with you I belong
You make me feel loved
Never hated or shoved
I'm here for you now and forever
I will never leave you, no never.
((I wrote this today in science class cause I was bored. Hope you like it^^))
"Knife"
If I can save you
That's all I can do
If you save me
I'll let you be
You were always here beside me
Without you here I can barly see
Why did you leave?
I'm hiding behind this lie that I weave
Soon my life will break
This feeling I can't shake
I'm not sure why I keep on going through this life
I could easily end it with a knife
((I wrote this in my L.A. class awhile back. I couldn't stop the thoughts in my head thinking about suicide, so I decided to write this poem. It helped me to somewhat stop thinking of suicide.))
"Game"
You make this world of mine shine
You will always be mine
Though you left me here alone
I have let my feelings show
YOu must accept my feelings and me
To earn the key
Take your time my dear
You'll find the answer in the mirrior
Until you come back
Love I wont lack
No matter what you do
I'll always love you
I'm not sure if you feel the same
But then again, this is only a game
((I wrote this in L.A. My bf had just dumped me so i was kinda depressed but as it says in the poem I still love him.))
"Pace"
The music linger in my hear
Replaying over and over as I lay in bed
I remember your voice singing our song
I know I'll hear it soon because I am never wrong
Your touch used to be so warm
Without it my heart spins with lonlyness just like a strom
I walk downstairs to the window
The rain hides my pain, so I have nothing to show
I can feel your heart in mine as I see it glow
Your hand lays on my shoulder
But with every second it becomes colder
As I wake up from this dream
I see a light come through the window like a beam
A smile slowly come across my face
You have finally caught up to my pace
((I dedicate this to my friend who killed himself. Sometimes I can still feel him here with me.))
"Catch Me"
You will save me
You will show me
You will guide me to the light
I will be here
I will be there
I will show you the night
And when it all comes falling down
I will be the one to catch you
And when it all comes falling down
You will be the one to catch me
((I wrote this in S.S. just a random poem wrote with my emotion right now))
"Land"
My life is turning into dust
Soon my emotions will bust
You said you needed me
Now you let me be
I see you in the halls
I feel used like a doll
You were everything to me
Thought I let you be
When you walk by I smile
But soon you'll all know I'm living in denial
When I'm gone you'll understand
That I'm happier in this land
((I wrote this poem cause I'm still thinking of suicide....nothings going right anymore. anyways wont burden you with my problems hope you like it))
"Really"
Is this really me?
Is this really my life?
Can I really let you be?
Can I really end it with a knife?
Are you really going to go?
Are you really hurting my heart?
Am I really going to say no?
Am I really not going to start?
Can you really save me?
Can you really let go?
Can I really let this be?
Can I really let my feelings show?
((Wrote this about my life
Friend helped
Wrote it in like...huh? 5 seconds? Right Bonnie? (my friend right next to me) yea...i think so...))
"Saved"
May I take my life?
This world no longer needs me
Should I use a knife?
The light I can no longer see
Should I hold it to my heart?
It only takes on straight shot
Am I brave enough to start?
My stomach has turned into a knot
Will this be my last breath?
I look at the silver blade
Will this be my death?
They think I have it made
Can no one see my pain?
They think I'm happy here
Do they really think I'm sane?
Oh how they are wrong my dear
Do you remember me before?
I was never sad
How I loved you and the shore?
I was never bad
Where have those days gone?
My eyes show only misery and pian
Am I really done?
This life was used in vain
Why am I crying?
The tears come faster
Are you going to die?
My thoughts begin to mash
Why am I still here?
This should areadly be over
Are you still my dear?
You I have lured
Should I do it now?
The phone rings
Should I take the final blow
My heart stings
Are you trying to save me?
I pick up the phone
What should we be?
I let out a moan
Do you know what I'm doing?
You tell me to stop
Do you not want me to go?
My stomach in a knot
Are you my gardian angel?
You tell me to be brave
Me, are you trying to untangle?
Me, you have saved
((just a poem about what I'm feeling and thinking right now. I would never really do suicide but I seem to always think about it. Anyways if anyone out there is thinking out suicide it's not the way to go.))
 miroku fan 101 · Mon May 19, 2008 @ 01:17am · 0 Comments |
