Music: Nik Kershaw - Wouldn't it be good?
Mood: o.o; Lost in thought...
Old song...I know...but it's been enough to get me out of my slump for a little bit. I messed around with my Gaia layout over the past few days, and I can honestly say now that I'm really happy with it. I've been talking to Damien too...and that helps a little. There's everyone else too...my baby brother Oni and sometimes Alba. She's been trying her best to be there for me, but I can just feel a distance between us. The fact is...I'm not sure about anything anymore, unless it has to do with one person. *Looks at her gold ring and smiles* Knowing the ring is there...makes me giddy and sad at the same time.
I got it bad,
You don't know how bad I got it
You got it easy
You don't know when you've got it good
It's getting harder
Just keeping life and soul together
I'm sick of fighting
Even though I know I should
The cold is biting
Through each and every nerve and fiber
My broken spirit is frozen to the core
Don't wanna be here no more...
In other news...my hold on the homes Spot Light is coming to an end. I've had a good run. And I've made at least two good friends from it. I'm very glad I met them, and I suppose I wouldn't if it hadn't been for my house. It's going to be different though...somewhere along the line I got used to people knowing me and being all like "Ooooh!! Ea! I love your house!" I must have said the word 'Thanks' a million times this month. But I am genuinely happy and honored. It was the one thing I was hoping would happen, and it did, and I loved it. I've already done the nerdtastic thing and took a screenshot of the front page so that I'll always remember my time in the spot light.
Another thing I love about it...was that it brought me and Damien back together. Well...not together, but still, we're talking again, and I'm so completely thankful for that. Being on Gaia alone makes me think of him. But I'm babbling. How silly of me. Everyone can stop worrying...Kyrre, Rikku, Alba, Damien. I think I'll really be okay now.
Wouldn't it be good to be in your shoes?
Even if it was for just one day?
Wouldn't it be good if we could wish ourselves away?
Wouldn't it be good to be on your side?
The grass is always greener over there
Wouldn't it be good if we could live without a care?
