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	Someone make it stop...
	Someone make it stop...


[ music: Straylight Run - It Never Gets Easier ] [ mood: Worn out u.u ] This week's been...weird. Well...not on Gaia. This is probably the only place I find stability. I have Damien to thank for that, my rock, my anchor, my love. Dahlia has made things interesting though. I know I don't deserve her affection...and the fact that she wants me, despite my apathy...kinda turns me on. I really underestimated her. It's almost impossible to try to see where that will go, though. And I don't want to piss Damien off at all. But anyway...yeah...it's real life that's been getting me down, if anything at all. I'm mad at myself for not being able to hold on to any cash. I was supposed to be saving up for something but ended up buying two necklaces that I REALLY liked. $80 per necklace. I guess I should thank my lucky stars that I was smart enough to buy my mom a mother's day gift BEFORE I blew everything else I had. Shawn and I have been talking too. He confuses me so much... Mystriana · Sun May 07, 2006 @ 11:52am · 13 Comments


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	It can't go anywhere..... you are called for remember.....? stare Also, if you didn't want to piss me off then why did you meantion it and meantion it in such a matter for that fact? neutral I just thought we went over all of this before we got back together and now you are already writing about being with someone else, that's great. Glad I can trust you Miggy. Offline [Pleasurable+Nightmares] · Community Member · Sun May 07, 2006 @ 06:22pm


	It's a girl...and the main reason she's pissed off at me is because I brush her off for you. Don't start, I'm not doing anything, but I'm not going to lie or hide st either. Offline Mystriana** · Community Member · Mon May 08, 2006 @ 12:26am


	I know she's a girl, but I don't care if the person is male, female, or even both at the same time... it doesn't matter to me. You are dating Demetrius and you agreed that he would be the only one in Ea's life. That's what I asked for and that's what you said yes too. There aren't any ways around it. Also, if she's pissed at you for brushing her off for your boyfriend, then she's a idiot. No offense, but it's true. She shouldn't get pissed at you for wanting to be with or stay faithful to your own boyfriend, that does't make sense and honestly it's bullshit. And, when you are writing things like that what do you expect me to think? You know I care about you and you know that I'm very protective of the things I care for. What am I suppose to do? Offline [Pleasurable+Nightmares] · Community Member · Mon May 08, 2006 @ 01:33am


	Damien, let the girl have the freedom she gives you. How can you complain about this when you're polygamous? Offline Kyrre · Community Member · Mon May 08, 2006 @ 08:17am


	Everyone please calm down. I'm not doing anything. I haven't even talked to her in weeks. Let's just drop it. Offline Mystriana · Community Member · Mon May 08, 2006 @ 01:53pm


	Because Demetrius is only with Ea and no one else, only my other characters have other relationships. That's why I feel the need to complain. If Demetrius can stay faithful to Ea she should also stay faithful to him. That's all I'd like to say. Offline [Pleasurable+Nightmares] · Community Member · Mon May 08, 2006 @ 09:32pm


	So this is all in character? o _o Oh my, you guys are so confusing XD Offline Kyrre · Community Member · Tue May 09, 2006 @ 12:01am


	Not exactly. There was one time I flirted with a guy completely out of character and Damien lost it. Offline Mystriana · Community Member · Tue May 09, 2006 @ 03:29am


	That was a good amount of time ago, now I just don't care. If that's the way you want to act with strangers (just running around and kissing random people for no reason) then that's fine with me. I'm not even going to let it faze me anymore, because honestly, I don't give a st. I have better things to worry about now a days with my children and my mother, I don't need things like that stressing me out. If you want to do that on your free time it's fine with me, have fun with it. Offline [Pleasurable+Nightmares]** · Community Member · Tue May 09, 2006 @ 05:00am


	I never said that. It was a stupid mistake, I was just stating a point. You know how I feel about you. So just trust me. Offline Mystriana · Community Member · Tue May 09, 2006 @ 01:00pm


	I know, I know. I'm sorry love. Damn, blame Rosie. heh It's all her fault, she's the reason why I always worry and I'm so protective of the ones I love, I always feel that they are doing something behind my back or are planning on leaving me. I never felt that way untill she showed me what someone can do when you aren't keeping a close eye on them. Please forgive me for my ways, just understand that it's because I care and don't want to lose you. Offline [Pleasurable+Nightmares] · Community Member · Wed May 10, 2006 @ 12:13am


	It's alright, love. I just want you to know you don't have to worry where I'm concerned. I adore you, which should be more than obvious by now. And I've learned from my mistakes. I'd never do anything to mess up what we have. Offline Mystriana · Community Member · Wed May 10, 2006 @ 08:46am


	Love is overrated and is painful from what I hear so its a good thing I have no feelings... emo IM NOT CRYING!!!!! cry Offline x.the.elements.x · Community Member · Tue Nov 14, 2006 @ 02:31am

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