[ music: Akira Yamaoka - Tears Of... ]
[ mood: Relaxed n____n ]
Mmm...today was a little better. I talked to Damien last night and a lot of things actually got resolved. It's weird though...all my friends that were telling me I could do better before...like three of them in total...they finally see what I'm like without him...and now they're telling me to apologize to him and to ask him to take me back o_o I hate them right now. I would ask him though...guess I'm just scared. I don't know if he's happier with or without me, but maybe it's just better if I stay away and let him be. I do love him though, can't deny that. At least he knows that much.
Moving on...me and my sister finally saw Silent Hill. I was a little upset that they didn't use a guy for the leading role...and even more confused at the way they changed the story. Like...the storyline in the movie doesn't confuse me, but why they made it like that at all confuses me. o_o The story from the first game was fine as it was. But hey...whatever works, right? The ending was weird too, but I expected that much. All in all...I loved it. Me and my sister stayed when it was over too XD Because the song at the end of the movie is "You're not here" So me and Mel actually sat there singing it and like six people looked at us like o____o Whoa
'Twas awesome. I think I'll start my own Silent Hill Rp...I mean there are some around already but they're all started by newbs who either can't spell very well, are too disorganized, or just want to do it because they just saw the movie. No...it doesn't work that way. I've been obsessed with Silent Hill since the first day it came out for the PS1. That's like what...four years or more? You have to be exposed to it for that long to actually grasp what kind of a world it is...what kind of horrors lie beneath the surface of a town lost to anguish and pain.
I think I really want to do this...
