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[ music: Paramore - Let This Go ]
[ mood: u__u Beyond dead... ]
******** all these hours later and I just realized that I almost allowed myself to get roped into something that could have been REALLY bad for me. I'm barely even over Shawn yet...so the last thing I need to do is get attatched to a person like Damien. Despite how sweet and charming he can be. I look back on it now and almost laugh at myself. I was thinking about him at home, at work...wherever I was. I suppose I needed...something, but having something with him could have done serious psycological damage. I was letting him becoming my whole reason for getting through a day, and that in itself is sad. Not because I genuinely felt for him...but because I was getting so attached. I was starting to lose sight of all the important things. s**t...I haven't even worked on a site in like...almost a month. I don't know what I was thinking....and I don't know how long this empty feeling will stay with me. It sucks though...
Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to
Answer again to anyone
Please don't get me wrong
Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't wanna be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you
One day you'll get sick of saying that
"Everything's alright..."
And by then I'm sure I'll be
Pretending just like I am tonight
Please don't get me wrong
Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't wanna be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you
 Mystriana · Fri Apr 14, 2006 @ 04:16pm · 4 Comments |
