[ music: Ashley Parker Angel - Let U Go ]
[ mood: ********' tired x_x ]
Bleh...it's almost five in the morning and I just got home like 20 minutes ago. At least my paycheck will be signifigantly bigger next week. I don't know why the ******** I'm listening to that song. It was the last thing I heard before I left for work earlier...so naturally it was in my head for most the night. I was thinking on the way there though. What if like...I just cut my arm like before I went into work and just say I got mugged? xD Would they actually let me go home or would they be all. "Go get cleaned up then you can work the grill! =D" Yeah...they'd probably do that...bastards. I'm going to test that theory one day when someone pisses me off enough. Yes... ^____^
I'm trying to move past the drama though. I'd been so excited about playing the 'Loving Girlfriend' role that I kinda forgot who I was for like a week and a half there XD I own one damn sucessful demonic Rp that I could fully revive at any given second...I'm a International Music Forum vet and semi-active community member. There's still Rikku's Vampire Guild that I need to cause trouble in....I have to wonder why the hell I was being such a drama queen when I have so much going for me. Bleh...tomorrow's another day...right? Right ^_^
Broken promises
But you don't really mind
It's not the first time
And you know it
Don't you know?
Tell me why it is...
You only smile inside
When you break me into nothing
Don't you know?
It's not like I haven't tried
Over and over again
Stupid fights
Wrong or right
Goodbye...
I remember when
You came with me that night
You said "Forever"
That you would never
Let me go
Here I am again
With nothing left inside
Though I don't wanna
But I gotta
Let you go...
You're the one mistake
I really didn't mind
So beautiful
Unmercifully took me down
To little and too late
So now I know your kind
You fake it easy
Just to please me
Don't you know?
It's not like I haven't tried
Over and over again
Sleepless nights
Wrong or right
Goodbye...
I remember when
You came with me that night
You said "Forever"
That you would never
Let me go
Here I am again
With nothing left inside
Though I don't wanna
But I gotta
Let you go...
It's you....
There's nothing I can do...
