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So here we go again...


[ music: Paramore - Here We Go Again ]
[ mood: o_o Awake... ]


I think I was being insensitive. I probably was. And no...I'm not going to mention anything that happened tonight...I'll just leave you all guessing. The one person that matters isn't even talking to me anymore. So...since I'm all tired and s**t...lyrics that reflect my inner feelings.. ^_^/


And Here we go again
With all the things we said
And not a minute spent
To think that we'd regret
So we just take it back
These words and hold our breath
Forget the things we swore we meant

I'll write you just to let you know
That I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not (No I'm not)
Well I'm not

And here we go again
With all the things we did
And now I'm wondering
Just who would I have been
To be the one attached at all time to your hip
Forget the things we swore we meant

I'll write you just to let you know
That I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not (No I'm not)
Well I'm not

Here we go again
With all the things we said
And not a minute spent
To think that we'd reget
So we just take it back...






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  • User Comments: [4]
    hmm...

    well.. I like that song? [: heh
    I hope you're okay hun.


    comment Kyrre · Community Member · Fri Apr 14, 2006 @ 02:19pm
    Truthfully? No...I'm not. I've been awake most of the night trying to adjust to not having him again and it's not fun. It's my own fault though u.u


    comment Mystriana · Community Member · Fri Apr 14, 2006 @ 03:46pm
    In time you will get over what happened and forget about all you had ever felt for me. It's just that the wound is fresh at the moment, that is the only reason it still stings. Once it has time to heal and fade away this will all just seem like a bad dream and it will no longer matter to you.

    I'm sorry to hear that you never truly cared for me though, as you stated in your most recent entry, but I guess that makes sense. You needed someone to be your shoulder to lean on, you needed someone to replace that empty spot in your heart that Shawn had put there. Why not put that on me right? I was the next best thing so you might as well have.

    I will say that I am sorry that it all turned out like this. I was hoping that this time around would be different. I thought that this time around everything would work out with you and me, even with Demetrius and Ea. This time they were actually together, this time they were getting married and possibly even starting a family. But I guess in the end we are both to blame. I shouldn't have expected you to accept my life style because I knew the type of person you were and you shouldn't have expected me to change or let your friends tell you that I didn't truly care for you.

    Though we had a strong love, we let it die away. I hate it when that happens, but I guess there is nothing we can do now but sit back and wait for it all to fade to black.

    </3


    comment [Pleasurable+Nightmares] · Community Member · Sat Apr 15, 2006 @ 01:38am
    smile )))) paramore.. they r good live when u r standing right next to them iun a moshpit

    comment I am Holey · Community Member · Mon Nov 27, 2006 @ 10:53am
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