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The things I think sometimes blow my mind...


thisdarkness
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Bad day
Today my boyfriend sent me a recording of something he played on his guitar. I listened to it, but before I turned on my speakers, I forgot that I had been listening to music before, and when I turned it on " Bad Day" by Daniel Powter was playing. I thought he had sent it to me.... It was, romantic. It made my heart just flutter, you know? But the thing was, it was just the music I was listening to before, and it kinda felt like a punch in the stomach. It's not his fault or anything, it just kinda felt like getting up hope only to have it crushed by reality. I wondered then, do guys ever think about things like that? Do they ever think something would be romantic and decide to do it? Do they ever decide to do something just for the one they love not because they have to, just because they want to? I mean, I love my boyfriend very, very much, and he never has to earn my affection or has to impress me into being with him even though sometimes I make it out that way, but are there times where he wants to do just something more for me? Something small and cute, like sending me a cute card, or singing a song for me, or calling me late at night to tell me good night? It's girly, I guess...But sometimes, especially now as I listen to this song, I wish he would.


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