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he says my life is not what it seems to me
i think it doesn't matter, and only in small temporary ways
he says i saved his life, and that is something
i can't argue with that
he says it'll "shine upwards soon"
i want to tell him
that it's killing me,
it's killing me slowly that surely that others can have him
whereas i stand no chance
he says i have him
but i haven't told him what is truly killing me
because i know i don't have him
i know it, he doesn't
i am dying waiting for him to realize it
waiting for him to realize that he's killing me
and going to finish me off when he says
"I've picked her...."
i love him
to my death
 kazuka78 · Fri Jun 19, 2009 @ 03:18am · 0 Comments |
