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Years vs days
Months vs days
I can't separate
two parts of my life
that were once unconnected
now they've melded so tightly
it infuriates me
I can't
fully explain
I just feel
rage
I just feel it
A lot
I can't handle it
I wish I could
I wish I could just walk away
Everyone is happy
until I show up
Because I no longer like this dynamic
I don't like it
when it's all the time.
I'm gonna disappear
I'm not gonna care
******** everything.