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he's trying to comfort me
to cheer me up
to pull me away from my
spiders, poison, dust, shadows,spirits
to pull me away from my darkness
I'm terrified that I'm lost in it
i don't want to be lost in it
i want to be lost in him
i was too
until i was so convinced i lost him
when i want to hold him more than anything
please! please! help me! take me out of my mind!
put the happiness in my heart that he gave me
before i turned it to pain!
I've tried so hard to be...his support
that I've slowly broken
he can fix me....if he tries
he's trying!
he cares?
i thought....he had given up on that
i thought i had to give up on him because
i thought he didn't care at all
i was wrong
i'm glad i was wrong
but...how long will it be that i'm convinced i'm wrong about this?
my heart is weak, if i instantly think he doesn't love me...
but its hard, when he loves others
because i will begin to think
all he had for me was admiration, or a crush
and now i'll be afraid that has fizzled out
but i simply have to remain strong in my resolve
harder than it sounds
but i'll stand by it
just you watch
i'll turn the tables...
 kazuka78 · Fri Jun 19, 2009 @ 03:26am · 0 Comments |
