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i've decided i won't hold on to it any longer
this pain is not something i want to own
this has to end
i can't stand knowing i'm lesser
that i'm not exactly high on his list
that he loves others
that i am just one of many....
that i am easily replaced
for a while i felt needed and irreplaceable

now i'm silence
now i'm shadow
now im dust
now i'm nothing
now i don't belong to him, not in his heart
there seems not room for me

i guess i just came too late
i guess it's what i get, for...
i didn't do anything to be left out
i guess if you don't have a childhood friend
you never get loved
i guess that's how the game works
if you play solitaire too long
you will be alone in the end
you set yourself up for that