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i want emotional detachment
i want to devote my life to him
i tell him not to worry how i feel
because I'd feel selfish talking about myself
because i don't want to miss how he feels
again
but inside, i want him to care, and ask
because i am selfish
because i want to be his ghost
because i want to be his everything
because i don't want to disappear
but i feel like i have to
but he tells me i don't
i want to be convinced
and i am for a while
i live for those moments
but it seems he forgets
and i feel more his ghost than his love
i wish i knew which i was
i wish i knew which i wanted to be
One would protect me from harm
The other opens me to danger but also to the greatest warmth
i know i want to be his love
but must i be his ghost?
 kazuka78 · Fri Jun 12, 2009 @ 02:55am · 0 Comments |
