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Love, Honesty, and Destiny
Pain
i dont know what's bothering me any more. i feel like there's a whole inside my heart and no matter what i do it wont go away. i've tried everything and the emptyness and lonlyness never goes away. i just want my heart to open up again then maybe i can finaly get ride of this feeling but i dont know how to open my heart anymore. i kept it locked up so deep and for so long i forget what it's like to trust or love anyone. everyday it's getting harder and harder to hold in the pain. i almost broke down and cried in class for no reason at all. i want someone to be there for me and then i could be there for them. i just dont know who to trust. i feel so alone even when i'm surrounded by my friends or ppl. i just cant get this pain and lonlyness to go away. even if they go away it's only for a second because then it comes back again. i just wish i knew someone who could get ride of this feeling. it just hurts so badly.


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  • User Comments: [2]
    MEMEMEMEEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEEEEEE
    i can be your buddy!!!!!
    mrgreen
    oh oh oh oh choose me!!!!!

    comment effingswag21 · Community Member · Thu Feb 14, 2008 @ 10:18pm
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