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Corrosion (Nothing)

What I thought was a friend
Turned out to be a fake
She has lead me to believe
That everything she did for me
Was all a lie
She welcomed me in her home
But that was a show
For her grandmother
She is nothing but a fake and a b***h
Who knows nothing but how to spread her legs
And run her mouth
Like she is all that
She is a liar, a whore, and a two timing c**t
Who deserves nothing but the worst punishment yet
To be received from the gods above
She claims to be what she is not
Do not fall for her tricks, they are fake and they are lies
She may even be deceiving her own boyfriend now
As for her child
I feel sorry for her
She has to grow up with the worst mother yet
She thinks she knows Kevin and what he's about
But she knows nothing about him
She knows nothing about me as well
She thinks she walks this earth fearless
But she will learn that she has fears herself
And I will be the one of them
She has messed with the wrong witch
I will make sure her fears come true
And her nightmares come true as well
She will fear me yet
Nothing will get in my way
Of making her worst fears come to life
She will be on her knees, begging for mercy
That will not be granted
The gods or goddesses shall have no pity for her
As I no longer do
She will get what is comning to her 3 fold
Or maybe 6 fold
Who knows, I will just sit back and watch
As the darkness corrodes her mind and takes her precious treasures
Away from her
She will be left with nothing
And be sent into the cold hearted world
And learn what it means to be hung and left to dry
I shall have my way with her yet
She is nothing, who deserves nothing
But to be left out in the cold
Where she will only hear the sound of her tears falling to the ground
And my laughter in the background
As I laugh at her menacingly
And just walk away
She will be crying out for help
Where she will be the only one to hear her cries
Nobody else will hear them
Bitter revenge will be a sweet taste on my tongue
Once karma has it's way with her
Let the games begin my child
For you will be the one who loses
For all eternity
Shall your soul be tossed in hell
And tortured, where the devil will have his way
You will have to play by his rules
Til the end of time
Enjoy your life while you still can
For you may not have it much longer
If I had it my way.

This poem was written after my ex friend Killa had betrayed me. So I wrote it about her and how she shall meet her demise soon.

Shallow Grave

In the darkness
Arises a new fate
We sit and await its arrival
Between the heavens
Is a war
Of who is the greatest
Those mere fools
They know nothing
Because from a shallow grave
Comes a birth
The birth of our new fate
Are we to end?
Or are we to go on?
Hear nothing
See nothing
Said the god
To the mortal
But we see, and hear all
That surrounds us
We are blind
To the madness in our wake
Now is the time
To arise and journey on
To new lands
The new fate will follow
And determine what is to become
So, are we to be punished for hearing and seeing all that surrounds us?
Or are we left here on this horrible place
To die quickly and decay
And leave the stench of our decaying bodies
Behind us
I think not
We will not allow this to become of us
We shall go on to make a dream
A memory that will last a lifetime
Come my children
To a place
Of nightmares
And banish them away!

This song was just something that came off the top of my head. It came out good though.

Swallowed up in Fear

In the moonlight I hide
Hoping not to be seen
Pictures and sounds
Dance around me
Fear has overcome me
Screaming through darkness
Nobody hears me
Fear is here
Fear will stay
Talking to me I can see them
Crawling up my spine
Darkness creeps everywhere
Surrounding me in my deepest thought
Swallowed up in fear
I can't hear myself scream
Screaming for daylight
To break through
Come rescue me
Or my mind will be lost forever
Talk to me
And tell me why you've come
What do you want from me?
I don't have what you want
Leave me alone
I need to find myself
I want to hide inside myself
And never come out
Speaking to nothingness
I can't hear you calling
I see you reaching out to me
And I reach out for you
But I can't find you
Screaming through darkness
Nobody hears me
Fear is here
Fear will stay
Talking to me I can see them
Crawling up my spine
Darkness creeps everywhere
Surrounding me in my deepest thought
Swallowed up in fear
I can't hear myself scream
Screaming for daylight
To break through
Come rescue me
Or my mind will be lost forever
Fearing you again
I can't get out
Hiding inside
Isn't helping me
Free my soul
And free my heart
Take me to the stars!
Away from all this chaos
Away from it all.

This song was about all the craziness that was going on the world and how I felt about it.

The Darkness that binds you

Come to me
Speak with me
Tell me, what's on your mind
I hear them calling
They are calling for you
Do not listen
They will try to bring you down
Listen to my voice
Listen
And do what you feel is right
Let nothing bring you down
You must fight the craving
You must not feed it flames
Trust me
Just walk away from the fire
Free your mind
From where it lies
Save me from this hell I?ve created
Don't give into the darkness
That binds you
Free your mind from darkness
Set the darkness free
Cast it out
And bring in the light
That sings lullabies
Don't tell me you can't
Because you can if you tried
The darkness will keep closing in
If you don't resist
Fight it
You've got to fight it
Because my heart cries for you
I cry for you
As you stand in the darkness
Casting out
All that calls to you
Free your mind
From where it lies
Save me from this hell I've created
Don't give into the darkness
That binds you
Set the darkness free
Cast it out
And bring in the light
That sings lullabies
I hear your heart crying out
To set the darkness free
So you can be happy again
Your spirit cries
For happiness and peace
But your mind
Is set on darkness
No don't give in
To the darkness
It will only harm you
Can't you hear me?
I cry and cry for you
I'm crying for you
To be set free
From the darkness
Please hear me
Hear my cries
I can't say how long
I have been crying
You scream
Because you are afraid
Fear has overcome
Death will not enter here
Death shall not have you
It shall take me alive
Before I let it touch you
My heart screams
And my spirit cries
Break free
And come to me
You keep hiding
Why don't you see what I
Am trying to do for you
Free your mind
(free your mind)
From where it lies
(from where it lies)
Save me from this hell I've created
(my own hell)
Don't give into the darkness
That binds you
(the darkness that binds you)
Set the darkness free
(set it free)
Cast it out
(out, out)
And bring in the light
That sings lullabies
(sings lullabies)
I'm screaming
I'm crying
I'm driving myself mad
Because I want to help you
But you won't let me
Come to me
Speak with me
Tell me, what's on your mind
(on your mind)
I hear them calling
They are calling for you
Do not listen
They will try to bring you down
Free your mind
From where it lies
Save me from this hell I've created
Don't give into the darkness
That binds you
Free your mind from darkness
Set the darkness free
Cast it out
And bring in the light
That sings lullabies
Don't turn away from me
Hear me
As I cry for you cry for you cry for you cry for you cry for you
(crying for you)
Break down the wall that hides you
Show me your true face
Show me you need me
Don't let the darkness hold you down
Cry out to me
I'll break you free
I'll save you from your hell
Call my name
You'll see I truly care
I do not want the darkness to take you
So come to me
And cast the darkness away
Be freed from your own hell
Darkness be gone
No more of your lies
Baby come to me
Speak with me
Tell me, what's on your mind
(your mind)

This song was written about one of my ex boyfriends who lived in a dark world and how I wanted to help him see the light.