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Beyond Darkness

We were together once before
We were only young
Had no idea
What love was
But then
I had a feeling
Deep within me
That was a good feeling
It was a tingling feeling
Then I realized
That I was falling
Falling for you
I knew I was falling in love
(falling in love with you)
I never wanted you to leave
(I loved you then)
But then you left me
And I was left in darkness
To wonder what I had done wrong
3 years go by
And we were hardly talking
every time we did talk
It always turned into a fight
I never intended to hurt you
Now, here we are
3 years later
Together once again
I want you to know
That I truly love you
And that my intention
Is not to lose you again
Because losing you
Would cause a great deal of pain
For me
I am so in love with you
As you are so in love with me
Lost in a world together
That no one speaks of
This was meant to be
I knew you were the one
When I started thinking of you
You are the light
That brings me out of the darkness
You are the one
That gives me love
You hold the key
To my heart
Since I have shown you love
You can love again
And you are showing me
All the love you have for me
I know I'm falling in love with you even more
(falling in love with you)
Don't leave me
(never leave)
I will never leave your side
(never leave you)
We are forever
(forever)

My Last Wish

My mind is whirling
My spirit roaming
I sit down and watch it all
I feel a cold chill
And then suddenly
I fall
On the ground I lie motionless
Darkness is soon to swallow me
My breath soon to leave me
I look down and see blood on my chest
I scream in fear
(in fear of death to come)
I will soon be no more
(giving into the darkness)
My last wish
(my last wish)
Is to say goodbye
(goodbye love)
I will miss you
I will miss your sweet face
(hold me as I die)
I'm blinded by my fear
My fear to go on
I don't know
If I'll be alright
My time slowly ticks away
Each minute, each second, a breath
Leaves my lips
My memories slowly fade
I scream in fear
(in fear of death to come)
I will soon be no more
(giving into the darkness)
My last wish
(my last wish)
Is to say goodbye
(goodbye love)
I will miss you
I will miss your sweet face
(hold me as I die)
Goodbye my love
Goodbye

Crying for love

Never ending
Always keeping me away
I gotta find the darkness
And run away
What is this pain?
That I feel
Deep inside
It can't be
What I have known
All this time
I hear you
Screaming
All around me I see
Fire
What I need
Is what I know
I'm crying for love
Crying to feel
It's warm touch
Crying to know
What love is like
I can hear it's voice
Screaming my name
My pain is this lack of love
Lack of knowledge
To know of love
Crying for love
To taste its sweet touch
To smell its sweet scent
Why haven't I felt this joy?
It must be real
It must exist
Why haven't I found it?
Where is the key
To love?
What holds the key
To its sweet answer
Its sweet voice
Which cries for me
I barely hear it now
I'm on my knees
Begging to know
What love is like
And how it feels
I'm crying for love
Crying to feel
Its warm touch
Crying to know
What love is like
I can hear its voice
Screaming my name
My pain is this lack of love
Lack of knowledge
To know of love
Crying for love
To taste its sweet touch
I must stand up
And shout to the world
I'm here!
I want to find love
I must go find
A sweet guy
Who feels the same way
I can fight the darkness
In my mind
As to where I hide
And cast myself out
No more
Cast away the darkness
That binds me
No casting away
I must make my presence known
Crying for love
Crying to feel
Its warm touch
Crying to know
What love is like
I can hear its sweet voice
Screaming my name
I will find you
I will feel you
I will taste you
I will know you
Find you
(find you)
Feel you
(feel you)
Taste you
(taste you)
Know you
(know you)
Ooooh oh oh I will find you
Ooooh oh I will feel you
Ooooooooh I will taste you
Ooh ooh oh I will know you
I have found love
In you oh oh
Never forget who loves you
Or who you love
Love
(I love you)

Dark dreams

I lie in bed with you
Just gazing into your eyes
They are pools of soft brown
Gazing back at me
When you turned out the light
I could not sleep
Because of
These dark dreams
Haunt me
When I close my eyes
(ooooh)
These visions come to me
They are the darkest visions
Of you
Torture
Is what goes on
Screaming
(screaming)
I hear from you
I run to find you
In these dreams
I'm frightened
As to what has become
Of you
But when I find you
You are lying dead on the ground
Why did this have to happen to you?
But when I open my eyes
I look your way
And there you are next to me
Alive
I am shaking
Cuz of my dark dreams
I am deeply saddened
By my dreams
Cuz I fear
That they might actually come true
When I close my eyes
(ooooh)
These visions come to me
They are the darkest visions
Of you
Torture
Is what goes on
Screaming
(screaming)
I hear from you
I run to find you
In these dreams
But when I find you
You are lying dead on the ground
Catch me
I think I'm falling
Into non-stop darkness
Don't let me fall
Down, down, down