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Lost in a dark and cold world

I'm frightened and alone
Where am I?
How did I get here?
I look around
But all I see
Is absolute darkness
Please save me
I don't know how long
I will remain
I am losing my sanity
I have not much left
I'm breaking down
Falling to the ground
Crying and screaming
Only to learn
It got me nothing
Anger builds up
Hatred is showing
Its ugly face
Please take this ********' knife
Away from my chest
Help me drop the knife
And ease my pain
Alone in a room
Seems like a new world
That I'm trapped in
I don't belong here
I'm breaking down
Falling to the ground
Crying and screaming
Only to learn
It got me nothing
I'm cold inside
My heart is freezing
Reaching out for nothingness
Cuz that's all it can get
Darkness please don't take me yet
I need to find myself again
I keep crawling
I keep falling
Into darkness

The Lady of the land

She is young and powerful
Her creatures are great
She walks around in silver robes
They call her the maiden
The lady of the land
Protecting her creations
She lingers in the wood
We see her as she is
She is part of the triple goddess
Maiden, mother, crone
Do not doubt her great magic
For she will prove you wrong
Bring unto her your offering
Never offer her an empty cup
She may answer your call
The lady of the land
Is watching over us
Bring unto us
Oh fair lady
Your warm light
For it is welcome in our circle
She is among us
She is here
We shall give her a warm welcome
Off her a full cup
As we cut ourselves from the mundane
And enter into the world of the craft
With the lady of the land
Bring unto her your offering
Never offer her an empty cup
She may answer your call
The divine one
Join us lady
Be here with us
Bring your warm light
Down upon us
For we welcome it here
Your energy
Will bring us strength
For you are the lady of the land
The lord shall join
With the lady
Tonight as we close this circle
We offer unto you
These cakes and this wine
Accept this from us
We thank you for being with us
Hail and farewell

Trapped in a world I don't belong in

Days pour on slowly
The clock is ticking away
I linger in a room I call my own
I have been here for too long
Make this madness end
I can't take it anymore
It has been too long
Now I need to find my road to freedom
I need to find myself again
Come save me from madness
I do not know where I am
I'm trapped in a world
That I don't belong in
I do not want to be here anymore
(save me)
You'll find me in a dark corner
Hiding away
Wishing to be freed
I have been stuck here
(I want out)
What am I doing here?
Can somebody hear me?
I'm bleeding for freedom
I'm screaming deep inside
I want to know when I can get out
Please hear me now?
I'm trapped in a world
That I don't belong in
I don't want to be here anymore
(save me)
you'll find me in a dark corner
Hiding away
Wishing to be freed
I have been stuck here
(I want out)
Come find me
Come free me
I am about to lose control
Come to me
It's so dark in here
I can't see anything
I am frightened of what surrounds me
Somehow I've got to stop this now
Madness is taking over me
(taking over)