I thaught I'd make it easier for all of you to find my poems, so I put them all in one post, and I'll add more when I get around to writting them. I'd really appreciate some feedback if you guys don't mind, it'd help me out so much. Thanks!!
Hate
My soul exposed for all to see,
My heart exposed for all to steal,
I’m not what I expected to be,
Do they care how I feel?
Did they even notice me?
A shadow in the setting sun,
Did they even think of me?
No. They won.
They wanted what they wanted,
They took at all away,
My trust is left it tatters,
Was it worth it anyway?
My heart is breaking,
My soul is aching,
I just can’t take this anymore...
If I Never See Another Tomorrow
If I never see another tomorrow,
Don’t grow a bitter garden with seeds of sorrow.
Don’t shed any tears for me, I don’t want you to weep,
For it’s only my body and my body will sleep.
My soul will find another place, I won’t be gone,
Just close your eyes and think of me, you’ll never be alone.
Remember me with smiles and laughter, not with grief and pain,
For I am dancing some where else, on the other side of the rain.
Think of all the good times, don’t dwell on the bad,
I did the best I could with my life and everything I had.
I have no regrets, I’ve learned from my mistakes,
Each day has been an adventure, a journey I continue to take.
Don’t cover my casket with thousands of flowers, I only need your words to show you care,
I will be with you some how, though I know not where.
But keep me in your heart, a thought in your mind,
And I will meet you by the river some other time.
I’ll hold out my hand to you shall we meet again,
For you have been special, I had a wonderful friend .
Who knows, maybe I’ll earn my halo, have sweetness about my head,
For as long as you still remember me, I will never be dead.
All I Have
I try to write down what I feel,
It’s tearing up my heart.
I trusted you with all my soul,
You’ve ripped my world apart.
Your words cut deeper then any blade,
They reached right into me.
All those lies you told,
Now do you see?
My words are all I have now,
My soul left long ago.
I’m only an empty shell now,
Where did my feelings go?
Numb is what I am,
And is what I’ll always be.
You killed me on the inside,
Now do you see?
You don’t, that’s the thing,
You never saw my pain.
All you ever did,
Was make me cry again.
I hope you’re happier now,
Now that I’m gone.
I hope that you’re not mad at me,
When I leave you all alone.
In the Dark
There are times when I'm inconsolable
when the world around me becomes too much
and my demons come out to feast on me again
There are times when I'm hopeless
when I'm too lost to return home
and I don't need your comforting touch
I just need to be left alone to sit quietly in the dark
Don't offer me a friendly hand
nor a tender embrace of love
Just let me surround myself with shadows
and let my troubles eat me whole
Don't try to save me when I can't be saved
and keep your tender words for another day
a day when the tides of my heart have changed
and my soul flows the other way
But until that time remember that I love you
and that you're still the keeper of my heart
but for the moment love is not my friend
and your tender touch and sweetest smile
are like poison to my aching soul
So let me be
Let me sit alone in the dark
Let me find comfort in forgotten lusts
Let me bandage my heart with solitude
and dry my tears with time
I know that you understand
and I pray that you'll return
Because I long for when I can emerge from these shadows
and once again cherish the smile glistening
across your sweet, tender face
When I'm Gone
There’s so much I need to say,
So little time I have to spare.
I guess you’ll know that I left,
I had to get out of there.
I had to be in the dark,
I had to be alone.
I had to be there with my thoughts,
It’s the only place I feel at home.
Things down there just got so hard,
It was all hurting me way too much.
I couldn’t handle all you expected from me,
I couldn’t handle longing for you touch.
All I ever wanted was a few kind words,
All I ever needed was your love.
All I ever longed for was your hope and trust,
All I ever needed was your love…
I hope that you’ll understand why I did what I did,
Why I’m not there for you now.
Honey, I always will be you know,
I taught you, do you remember how?
I told you that if you ever missed me,
If it ever hurt too much for us to be apart,
If you ever missed me,
Put your hands on your heart.
Into The Waves
She sings her song of sorrow,
As the hate burns in her eyes.
Her world at her feet in pieces,
It comes as no surprise.
He left her heart all broken,
Same as the many before.
Her tears they wont stop falling,
Her life has crashed to the floor.
She had come to expect it now,
For they never followed through.
He was just like the many before him,
But who could have knew?
Her heart is left in pieces,
Her head is left a mess.
But always she would love him,
As she struggled to confess:
“My heart will always burn for you,
Even though my soul is dead.
My life will always be lived for you,
You’ll always be in my head.”
Those were the words she sang that night,
As she walked out in the waves.
“Forever I will yearn for you,
Even in my grave.”
Haunted
Xoxo
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And then we will find a wooden shed, nail his d**k to the floor, give him a blunt butter knife, douse him and the shed in gasoline and light it on fire, causing him to either hack his p***s off or burn alive.
And then we will have lesbian sex!
I love you baby... men come and go but I will always be here for you.
Love always,
Raven
XoXo