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Is officially way to oobsessed with Fullmetal Alchemist arrow
(Well, if you went around screaming "HAGANE NO RENKINJUTSUSHI, KIMI WO AISHITE!!" or humming one of the theme songs, you'd think yourself crazy too.)

Anywho, another episode of Han-chan IRL!

Uhm... if you read the topic I linked to in the last post, you'd know that my heart is split in two. </sap> Both sharp as a katana, both good friends with each other, but each has one leg-up: N. has the advantage of me being far more comfortable around him. T. is more passionate and is actually emotionally responsive.

In the poll in that topic, T. won out by a long shot.

Unfortunately, I decided on my own that I'd rather go to the next dance with N.

Of course, knowing my luck, N. will say yes, then T. will promptly come up to me and ask me to the dance, resulting in me bursting into tears as I bow down and apologize profusely and N. will just be sweatdropping and T. will be like "effin' monogamist" and N. will be like "what's she doing" and so on.

Why did I pick N. over T.? Simple. I recently realized that T. and I would not get along too well. I am almost communist. He is almost fascist. And it is impossible not to talk politics with the guy.

Winning points? N. and I met in Grade 3, were in different schools until Grade 7 and then became friends within ten days of the rencontraissance (bad French yanking, I know...). He's Skye's ex-boyfriend, but in terms of relationships, she's more concerned with control than I am. (Her previous boyfriend tried to molest her behind the local cinema. stare And N. didn't get past hugging her after almost a month. rolleyes And HIS previous girlfriend didn't even get to physical contact after a YEAR... sweatdrop But I digress.) I'm all 'bout respect, yo. And N. is a man who respects and is respected. Yo, wut. No, he's not gangsta. If he was, I would stab him and run screaming. N. ist uber-nerd, and openly so, which is actually encouraged at my high school. 'Tis fun.

But seriously... I feel more secure around N. than around any other guy. He's patient enough to put up not only with me, but with Skye and Acacia too. Damn he's patient. I'm going to talk to him about this, though, to make sure he won't just go to the dance with me because Skye and Acacia think we would make a cute couple. Oh, and by the way, to those two personally, any, I repeat, ANY remarks having any affiliation with rabbits will be taken as cause for immediate execution by 120 km/h karate chop. scream

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New Feature! Song of the Entry:
"I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel tonight"
~I Wish I Had An Angel, Nightwish (look up 'whupass' in the dictionary...)