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[ music: Scorpio - Under Cold Clouds ]
[ mood: Sick u.u ]
Mmh...I may be sick as all hell...but I'm still happy. n.n; All thanks to Damien. He's my ray of sunshine through all the crap. A lot more is going on than I mention. Like..there's a lot of stress from home...and my mom and stepdad. I never tell him any of that...but I count on him to brighten my days...and he does. Without even knowing it, I think. And last night....I could barely sleep. We rp'ed and he was there for me...telling me how much he loves and cherishes me. It just made all the difference in the world. I brought him something I've never brought anyone on gaia. The silver promise ring. I was sure I'd get one of those for only Kyrre...or Alba. But it just felt SO right to buy it for him. I added an extremely heartfelt message too...and almost immediately he brought me a gold one. I know it's nothing too serious...just yet...but it just felt really...special, ya know? Like we were really making a commitment...small as it may be. I mean, I know there are still others in his life. Whoever he'll be with in the near future...Kiara, Yuffie too, but at least this time I don't feel like 'just another girl' I feel like one of the important ones this time...one of the few that matters. I just hope he doesn't get bored with me. Guess that's one of my fears...
I finally got my black musketeer hat...go me! ^_^/
 Mystriana · Mon Apr 10, 2006 @ 02:27pm · 4 Comments |
