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[ music: The Academy Is... - Slow Down ]
[ mood: ^_^/ Elated ]
God...despite the amounts of pain I'm in...today has been pretty damn awesome. ^_^ And all because of Damien. Yeah...I know, I was being pretty emo the last time I spoke about him in my journal. Things have changed though...or rather...gone back to the way they were. And he's just broken up with Dawn. Not that I'm happy about that...I know he had a good thing going with her. But I think the fact that she's not in his life as much has really allowed him to open up to me...in a way that maybe he couldn't before. Or maybe I'm just thinking about it too much. Either way...he's amazing and my day's been so much better all because of him.
I was on Gaia for some weird reason at 6am this morning...so I figured I'd say something in his pro...because looking at all the comments from all the other girls saying "OMG I love you!!!" was severely pissing me off and making me jealous. I guess I just wanted to remind him that I'm still here...and that I still care for him a hell of a lot. So I left a comment...and then I saw that he was online. ^_^;; We got to talking then, it wasn't for long...but we got a lot of things said that needed to be said. It all reminded me of why I fell for him in the first place. I can't wait to talk to him again. It made me see that I really don't want to get engaged to Alba though [on gaia]...things with she and I are fine as they are. I could never devote myself to her like I want to with Damien though...
 Mystriana · Sat Apr 08, 2006 @ 04:41am · 2 Comments |
