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I can't keep up with him. He's amazing. I'm weak and flawed and unskilled. I'm never going to impress him. When have I ever? I'll never be good enough. I'll never reach his level. No matter how hard i train. It's an elusive form of perfection. That I'll only see in him. I'll never be nearly as good. at anything.

I'm not as fast or strong or fearless or good at fighting or parkour. I'm not nearly as smart.

I'm just a weak, useless human who wants to take on the world.

And I will lose. Because I'm not good enough and never will be.