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[ Music: The Veronicas - Nobody Wins ]
[ Mood: ;-; Dead Inside ]
I did it again. I ******** up a really great thing. It's just not fair, the way it all turned out. I wasn't trying to cheat on Damien...I was jus trying to keep myself from getting hurt. I'm not the only one in his life...and that hurts. He wanted me to be completely faithful to him while he has two other women that he vows his love to on a daily basis. That hurts me so much...and it made me cry, but I didn't tell him that. I tried to make myself believe I could deal with it. So when I played around with someone who doesn't even matter to me....Damien decided to cut me out of his life completely....now I can't stop crying.
He won't talk to me....he's ignoring me on purpose. Why can't he just see how unfair it all was to me. I want to be in his life...I want to be there for him...I want to help and to be that special person for him. My heart's just breaking all over again and I can't stand it
I really care about you Damien...so so much...
 Mystriana · Mon Feb 13, 2006 @ 02:57am · 9 Comments |
