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[ Music: The Veronicas - I could get used to this ]
[ Mood: ^_______^ Beyond Good ]
Okay...so...I know I should be in bed...and I swear I'll go in a minute...right after I type this up. I feel like if I don't get it all down now then...I'll lose the feeling all together and GOD this is something I do not want to lose. Not just yet. It feels too amazing to end just yet. ^_^; You're wondering what's got me so happy? Damien...of all people. I don't think I've ever meantioned him before...but, well he's someone from my past. We didn't date long...it's like a blip on the radar of my life...but he was really special to me.
Even back then...in like 2004..we had this connection from the first time we met. We made the decision to be together on that first day. I probably wouldn't have invested so much emotion in it if he'd told me he had a girlfriend...but that really doesn't matter now...it didn't last long. My life was busy...and I didn't have much time for us. We both decided it was better that we end the relationship. After that we drifted...he got a different sn...then there was that whole...6 months that I was hacked. But tonight I just...had to pm him. I was compelled. And it was probably the best conversation I've had with anyone in weeks. He actually made me smile. What I didn't tell him was he made me cry too. But it was the good kinda crying...it was because he made me smile that I cried. I just...never thought we'd have so much to open up to eachother about. He's really an amazing person...
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You make me breakfast in bed...
When I'm mixed up in my head
You wake me with a kiss...
And I could get used to this...
You think I look the best..
When my hair is a mess
I can't believe you exist...
But I could get used to this
Because I know you're too good to be true...
I must have done something good to meet you..
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 Mystriana · Sat Feb 11, 2006 @ 11:05am · 1 Comments |
