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One night, I know I could love no other.
I think you're sincere.
The next night, it seems
You cannot possibly be the same.
Not the same one who knew,
That I was crying,
from so far away.
The same person who
Just seemed to know.
You suddenly become the one who doesn't know a thing
About how badly you have hurt me.
This shift has made me indifferent.
I'm apathetic and I don't
or cant't
disband the swelling tears
Feeling confused and slightly abused
And torn by what you say.
Edit 10/26/2011: I remember it clearly. I had had a rough day. I had taken a shower that was way too hot and I was laying naked on the floor, wrapped in a towel. As i replayed the incidents of the day, A series of failures and probably some arguments with my mother, and absolutely no contact from Tony, I began to tear up. I felt useless, hated, and just very bad.
Until
Tony, without prior contact sent me a text that said "I love you".
And I remember looking at it for several minutes, smiling. Wondering "How did you know I needed this?" And asking him if he was psychic. And he laughed.
 kazuka78 · Wed Feb 24, 2010 @ 03:06am · 0 Comments |
