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i wish he'd tell me he's lying
he was gauging my reaction
but he won't, he told me the truth
and it hurt like hell
yeah that's right. right before i got out of school on Friday, right before my last class let out, my long distance boyfriend, who i love so very much, more than my own life, told me he had sex with another girl, who now thinks she is going to have his kid. i instantly had to conceal how i felt because i ran into two awesome friends. i spent the last hour telling him it was alright...i was detached myself as my spirit tried to numb my pain and i took care of him. i calmed him down a bit....i worried about my own feelings later.
my own feelings are bugging me still. i hate my heart.
 kazuka78 · Mon Aug 24, 2009 @ 02:27am · 0 Comments |
