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i lack the gift of apathy
i'll take no other life with me
i'll lock my thoughts up in my head
it's no surprise that i am dead

here's a truth, one little fact
i lost my heart a while back
i gave it up, or so i thought
heart attack is what i've got

i thought i'd be better with me strength
that i could live alone
but now i'm wounded deep inside
my pride won't let it show

my strength has fled
what have i now?
a pain that has been with me, all these years
and has just now been revealed

i am alone, and i am blind
i still want what i'm denied
and let me say i miss those days
when i did not exist

let the pieces fall where they may
let me haunt another day
make no saint of me, i ask you this,
of the heartless one, with ice's kiss

a kiss, one that i've not had
why end the streak?
why return my heart
and make me weak?

i've got no self control
i've already sold my soul

i step back and
take a final breath
and fall before the blade
of sudden death


this is random stuff i am saving, i will organize it later, save some, lose some, and FLIPPEM AROUND RRR RRR RRR RRR ( Syn Gates ref.) it's a mixture of somethign that i don't have in front of me, so i am saying screw it. i am going to bed. i'll fix it all up later. if you don't like it...well, don't say anything unless it's constructive criticisms. i don't need to hear how bad i suck!!!!!!!!