Well, I've been doing some thinking lately, mostly about myself. I've been trying to find a reason, a why, a what, a motive if you will, as to why I even bother dragging my sorry a** out of bed day in and day out. I mean, aside from work and my encounters with friends, I don't do much at all.
This line of thought has brought me to low points in my life before, and I know it'll happen again. It's all a matter of when. Now, I know I'm not looking for anyone's pity, I just know the way my brain thinks. It's something I've learned to live with, as have a great deal of others. After all, 1 in 5 -Americans- suffer from depression as well.
There, I've given a name to the thing that has danced around the corners of my perception, awaiting it's time to strike. Brought it out into the open, if you will. Again, I'm not looking for a pity party, I just want to put my thoughts to words for my own sake, and the keyboard is closer than my tablet. It's times like these that I am glad this journal remains quasi-private. Maybe the only reason I didn't privatize it is, despite my outward appearance and attitude, I still seek social acceptance.
Who knows. I know I don't. Anyways, I'll sign off now. G'night/Morning.
Christopher
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i hope you're alright heart you'll find what you need to keep going soon, its probably something right in front of you.. ^^ i heart j00 always *huggle*