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there are some things that are on my mind i cant figure out why i loose everyone that i love so very much. the more i love the more i loose. but why does that happen? and when i loose family or friends i get really depressed. the only one that has been with me is my bf i love him and my sisters maggie, iji, foxy, hinata, savi, and a lot of my friends that are close to me. i dont want to loose him in the past i lost him but i dont want to loose him again. i cried a couple times at school and at home when no one is around and its just so depressing seeing myself like that. and i'm trying to figure out why does my uncle have these probelms why cant he take care of his kids while he is alive and dont die. hes really sick now and he has really bad cancer and sugar diabetius and hes about to die and cant even see his own sons. everytime i loose someone i think its my fault and blame myself. leave comments plz.