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i'm happy because i am with my friends, there my world and if i didn't have them i wouldn't be here right now, or i wouldn't have a love like i do now, i literally just dream about my friends because its who i am thinking about but mostly i think about my love because he's my life, and i don't want anyone else in the world because i love him, i'm glad i didn't go early as i planned it a long time ago, because if he wasn't with me i wouldn't be here right now because my past has been haunting me ever since my cousin Harrison died...at 2 years old same age as me..i couldn't do anything because his heart..was so cold..and had a hole in it like you couldn't help him at all, its really sad how i get the blame of it, because i'm supposed to protect ppl but i couldn't protect him because.. something was wrong..and i couldn't do anything because maybe i was young or maybe i didn't know at the time, but now i do...but since thats all over now..i'm happy that i have my friends to look upon and listen to them and love them to pieces and care for them as much as they do for me, i'm glad they stop me at stuff i want to do that are bad because that shows me that they care and love me, and i love them for that.. thanks for comin to see this journal entry, love you guys foreva heart