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when i last saw my self was three years ago, i realized that now i've changed since then, and i found friends to live for, and as i did, i wanted to die but i remember that i have my friends, and they would be sad and hurt if i was gone, and so i made a promise to myself and to my friends that i won't hurt myself anymore than that i already have, i never opened up three years ago, but now i open up to people i trust, and i'm glad i can trust my friends and love them and they won't leave me and won't let go of my hand when i'm still waiting to get to where i want to be, i've realized that i've been happy with my friends, and that the drama that went from the past, comes back to my memory so many times i wish they didn't have never left, just cause some of the things i had was when i was really happy, even thought i don't have that happiness anymore, but i found a new love that loves me for who i am and nothing else, its nothing like before, but i know we will survive, so please stay with me as long as we know each other, friends always keep me happy, i mean it for the world, thank you for coming on here to see of what i wrote, it means a lot, i love you all heart