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Ever get that feeling where your happy and then you get really sad that moment, well i don't understand why am i like this, why am i changing so fast? is there something wrong with me, it seems like my friends help a lot with my happiness and hopes that i don't get sad, but it does help me, i'm glad i have them in my life, i don't know how i would live without them, if i didn't know any of them i'm sure i would be not open to anyone like i use to, and yeah i am happy with them, i just wish some of them would actually just stop blaming me for something i didn't do, i just wish he would come back and be my best friend, i lost a friend cause of a foolish thing of him, i just hate it that he isn't the one talking to me and sorting it out and not getting upset about it, i just wish he would talk to me, i just wish he would just be happy for who i am, i can't stop thinkin about him cause he was part of my heart, and i love him as my best friend and he's just being..mean to me and its really hard to get him back..i wish i could do something, i tried my best to sort it out but he wouldn't do it, i just wish someone would help me through this little crisis, and i would so be happy if someone helped me through this :/ cause i really need my friends