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What i feel inside is i feel someone trying to creep up behind me i feel like no one feels the way i feel about my friends and the ones i really care about. And one of them is closest to me he understands me he gets me and i'm thankful for having him and i feel the world trying to creep up on me and change on me. The ways i feel are my feelings toward my friends and the ones that are speical to me. If there was no friends that i have now and a special one that i truly love i wouldn't of have been myself. And i feel like i am in a dark place filled with people but the ones that i am friends with and the special ones and the closest one to me understand. But in my world i feel other people don't get me but i just wish people would get to know me instead of thinking they know me and saying that i don't have feelings well i do have feelings that's why i don't talk to anybody except my friends and my special ones and closest ones i talk to. And i shut myself up in my room because my mom dad and my aunt don't get me they think what's good for me but they really don't if they would know what i am feeling then i would tell them but you know what i won't because they don't know what i felt for all these years. If you know what i feel like like your home then comment on my journal or you could pm or you could do both. And plz leave comments.