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what's happening? somethings wrong.
i talk to you, but you don't hear me.
i scream for you, but you don't care.
i don't understand.
i walk past you, and you don't see me.
i touch you, and you cant feel me.
whats happening? whats going on?
oh, i know. you're one of them.
they refuse to see me, feel me, love me.
just like you.
i should have seen this coming, but i guess i did see it.
i saw and just refused to believe.
now its too late. you've left my side.
i remember when we met.
i was so surprised, you were the 1st who saw me,
who heard me, who cared about me.
and i thought you would be the one,
the one to help them see me, like you saw me.
you heard my screams, and felt my pain,
you cared about me,...and loved me.
at least, i thought you did.
you never really saw me, you could never truly see me.
but don't worry, i don't hate you.
i never could.
you gave me hope, hope that someone could see me, even for only a little bit.
so i cant hate you...i just pity you.
because you will always be just like them.
never really seeing, never truly caring,
never fully giving your heart to someone. forever.
so, i say goodbye, to you who helped me
to believe that someone could see me.
even if its only for a short time, because you did.
so, thank you. i will never forget how you helped me.
thank you so much, my love.