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I need you
P.S when you read this there are going to be *(a sentence)*. It means someone is whispering. (don't ask me why I did that) I made this for my friends.
Why should I keep on hanging on this life?
I always hurt the ones I care.
I'm weak.
I'm too weak to protect you.
I can't protect you from myself.
You always tell me to change.
You can't see I try and try.
I fall down, but I get up again.
*Just for you*
I just want you to see, I won't be like this no more.
I need you.
I need you.
I don't want to lose you.
*But I have to let go*
You keep me alive.
*I'm hurting you in the end*
I don't want to see you cry.
*It's all my fault*
I need you.
I need you.
You show me things that I can't see alone.
You give me a reason to smile.
And I thought it couldn't be done.
*I didn't know how to make myself smile*
Before I met you, I just fell into my own saddness.
Why do I hurt you?
*Because you know me*
Please.
Please forgive me.
I reach for you.
*But don't look back*
I hear you.
But why won't I listen to you?
*Because I'm afarid*
You have things to say to me, that you hide.
*I can't be trusted*
I need to hear.
I need to hear them.
To change myself.
*Just for you*
So I can be what you want.
*I don't want to change for myself*
I need you.
I need you.
You set me free.
You save me from me.
You open my eyes.
I couldn't see anything.
I was blinded by my hate.
I'm weak.
I'm weak inside and out.
I can't even save myself.
*I gaved up hope*
I cry each night, wishing I didn't hurt you.
*Even though I did*
I need to be with you again.
I need you.
I need you.
I hear your whispers.
I hear them.
As I run.
*Just for you*
I search for you.
*Don't come for me*
You make me feel alive.
I run and run.
*Keep on running away from me*
I'm afarid of hurting you.
*Once again*
You give me a reason to live.
To live this life without saddness.
I need you.
*leave me*
I need you.
*It's better if I'm lost forever*
So I will be with you.
*So I won't hurt you*
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