Good Night
I don't want to go there. Please don't let me go there. I can't find the right words to say anymore. If I say the things you want me to say. I feel like I am being torn apart. I am broken, broken on the ground. I want to say the truth. I do not want to keep saying. Those words that are meaning less to me. I am feeling so numb. Finding myself is harder now. Because all things are black. They all seem the same. I really do not know what to say. Who am I going to Good night to? Me or you? I am cought. I do not know what to do. It is such a big weight upon me. Can I keep myself up for so long? I don't know Good night to me or you? Who will be the one sleeping for infinty? The way it is going. It seems like I am going to be so. I will be saying Good night soon. If this does not stop. Can I keep up? God I am becoming so numb. You are not the one I want. You are not. Truely I want to say good night to you. Don't say those loving words. They are putting so much weight onto me. I am lost and falling into a forever slumber. Good night.
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