What am I to do?
I want to cry. I did not want to hurt you. Not at all. I hate myself I cannot do anything right. Why do I have to be a bad person? I am so lost. I have to tell the truth. If I don't then I will... The truth is I don't know what will happen to me. Breaking and breaking. I look into the mirror. I see myself as I touch the mirror. It's breaks into million of glass. I want to put it back together because the more it's broken. The more I feel like I am gone. You don't hurt me at all. Not at all. You say many things that are sweet and touch me. I hate myself. Why do I have to live with this curse? Many people fell in love with me. Some I could not return. It hurts so face seeing their faces crushed like that. When I looked into their eyes. I can see their heart breaking. I feel so guilty. WhenI get home and go to my room. I cry so much. How much do you think I cried? With all the guys that fell for me. I cried so much. Things become so blury. I forget what is real. What am I to do? What am I to do? ARGHHHH!!!
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