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Don't Give In
I try my best.
To not hate people.
Because I do not want a life of misery.
Even if people only cause me problems.
I don't want to hate them for it.
They teach me alot of stuff.
I know I tend to regret being with them.
But I am trying my best not to.
I don't want to give in my selfish desires.
I want to fight aganist it.
I want to do more in life, then hate.
Family thinks it's pointless of what I think.
Maybe it is, maybe it is not.
Only those who think the same way.
Then it's not pointless to them.
That matters, alot.
Even if it is one person, that understands.
Then that's all that can put me at ease.
I don't want to envy people, for anything that they have.
I know how it feel's like to envy.
I dislike that feeling.
So I will not to it do others.
People will hate me, or love me.
Or maybe just even like me.
I will not forcus them to do stuff that they don't want.
Even if it is just abit.
I want to accept people.
I tend to find it hard, because I have to fight aganist.
Dark desires, that just bring me down.
I want people to know that they can trust me.
I want to make them smile.
I would love to make them laugh.
To create memories with them.
Even if may be bad memories that can haunt me.
I don't want to forget.
Truely, I don't think it is right for people wanting to forget memories.
They just think very selfish, but I understand it's painful.
To keep having it on your chest.
But there will be days when it no longer hurts.
So, I won't give in to my dark desires.
I want to keep on fighting, or I will hurt the people I love.
I don't want to do that at all.
Don't give in to desires, that can make you regret.
Make you hate more.
That only leaves you in the silent dark night.
That doesn't turn day.
Don't give in, if you need help.
You can depend on me.
I'll be waiting for you.
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