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Mlife
It's hard right now
Life goes on again. Mom is just being a pain and a test in itself. So much goes on at home it really effects me outside. when playing basketball, going to school being with my friends. I mean I can only go on for so long. Yes i know my mom needs to let herself breathe from all that is going on but when can I breathe. I carry about 4 times the wieght than she does!!! And she doesn't have the slightest clue. And yet she still wants me to perform just the same in my basketball and school. This is getting out of hand. To me this has not been a happy and merry Christmas. I mean it was good, visiting all the family and openign of presents. But right now I could just say I don't care about any of that. *sigh* But I must hold on. Because all of this is coming to an end.....real soon.






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Black Fairytales
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commentCommented on: Wed Jan 17, 2007 @ 01:23am
i wish you didn't put so much weight upon urself, such as worry. Worry is good but to much of it isn't. I hope you find what your looking for. after reading this, to me you seem like a fighter, one who doesn't give up easily. i just want to wish you the best of luck and loads of luv.

ur friend
- Tina


commentCommented on: Thu Jan 18, 2007 @ 04:23am
You will pull through don't worry things like this take time(sorry to say)and when it is over you will be a very happy person ^ ^I believe that you will pull through just don't give up hope. Okay? I'll be here for you wink 3nodding



wolka
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Akemi Etsuko
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commentCommented on: Tue Feb 06, 2007 @ 04:49am
Hey it's me Nikki. You really don't have to be so hard on yourself cuz ur nice guy with a kind heart and there aren't many of those in my life. I can say that I know exactly what you're going through just to make u feel better, but then I'll just be lying to myself and to you. But what I can say is that I have a very stressful life also. During the week I get home around either 5 or 7, depending on the day(practice, u know how it goes), so I can catch a little bit of what you're feeling. But if you put more weight on yourself you'll just feel worse so just try to be a bit more optimistic( see like this smile ). I don't know what else to say except for you to look around and look what you have as a result of God, yourself, and everyone else around you. You can pull yourself out of dark corners if you just believe in yourself and let others help. Ok? I know you wrote this a while ago but feelings like this don't go away that fast, so if you're still feeling like you have a gigantic burden on your shoulders read this. Maybe it'll help, maybe it won't , but what I know is that I can't talk to you any other way than on the computer, so I hope it does help a bit. I'll talk to you later.
heart Nikki xoxoxoxo


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