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First of all, I would like to thank all those who have read and commented on my journal entries. Looking back on my previous entries and to those who tried to keep me encouraged and having faith in me. Thank you so much. Your kindess will not be forgotten.

Now let's see, to start off with I'm college now. Sophomore to be exact. Yea thinking back on the high school years has really been something. I won't be able to go into the details right now but yes I'm proud to be a college student at a four year college.

Let's see, to those who kept up with my journal, no I didn't get basketball scholarship but I let it go and just kept moving on with life. I did find myself in a relationship last year. I have no regrets of the times I had with that person. Although we are not together anymore but we still talk to each other. We'll always be friends. But she wasn't the girl I referred to in my previous entries.

Speaking of her, we have grown even closer to each other than before. Had some rough times but we are still there for each other. Now she is all i think about although I gotta watch that cause I can't be doing that in class lol. I'm a much happier person now. That goes out to those who read my previous entries when mentioning all the crap that happened in the past.

I'm a computer science major, yes gettin my geek status on lol. Just without the glasses. Life is good for the most part now that I look at it from a whole instead of focusing on one aspect of it.

This is to those who may lose faith in hoping for the best of things in life. I encourage you to keep going for it. No matter what it is. Either if you're chasing your dream, looking for that special loved one. I tell you don't give up because you'll be surprised that almost anything can happen. And you'll find yourself in a place where you'll questioned how you got there in the first place. Never lose the will to live. There are people out their counting on you. And not just counting on you but have faith in you.

From my perspective, it took a lot of prayer and faith to get where I am today academically, physically and spiritually. Keep your trust in God no matter how big or little it may be, always keep that. Thats the little light inside of you that will never go out. No matter how dark it is around you.

I have to go now but I'll end it with this. The girl I've talked about so much. As mentioned early we have grown closer to each other and I am proud to say that we are in love with each other. And it is as genuine as it can be. No strings attached no anything. Just the love all of us are looking for in someone else. To all those looking for your special someone keep the faith you'll find her/him in due time. Just don't give up. Alright everyone take care much love. May God keep you. Hope all is well and maybe I'll write another journal entry again.

God bless,

Jay