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Yeah well.....I nkow one thing for sure. As soon as I get home I am goign to cut the ****** out of my arm........From what I rememberd tonight....not the best......so **** it.....I am just realy sick of puting it off...smoking does not help...and I need to cut more just toease myself even alittle........so **** it.................... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!! scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream** AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! WHY MUST PEOPLE SHOW SUCH EMOTIONS TO ME!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by: Shadow Zero Sat Jan 29, 2005 @ 07:04am

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Commented on: Sat Jan 29, 2005 @ 03:57pm


	you..you....grrrr.. look if you wanted to die.. why haven't you killed yourself yet?? i'm sorry but i'm getting sick of this.. now you can kill yourself or not..... look.. i would rather you not.. but i'm am tired of you saying... "no body will under stand"... we want to... everyone reading this journal... and that has tryied to help you... stop pushing them away... they want to help.. so let them try...

Commented on: Sat Jan 29, 2005 @ 06:26pm


	I am also getting tired of this. Almost all of the people who have met you, or ever known you don't want you to kill yourself. You know most people do understand but you just don't listen to them. You need to stop, and listen to your friends. You know what Josh? You need to get over yourself. Not trying to be mean but really, you need to stop thinking of yourself. From my point of view you care nothing for others. If I could explain how I could but I don't quite understand myself. I hate what you are doing it's stupid, cutting yourself? Come now, taking too many pills are more affective, I know, others who have tried. Lets hope atleast someone talks some sence into you. Josh I am your forever friend until the end, like it or not.

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Commented on: Mon Jan 31, 2005 @ 05:40am


	I understand...........its all of you who dont understand.......you have no idea of his pain, or his sadness.....

Commented on: Tue Feb 01, 2005 @ 09:15pm


	THATS THE THING!!! i want to know... and thats what i want... not a act.. not the fake... i want to know.. and i have been in horrible spots.. maybe not as bad but they are bad!!!!

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