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Here I lie......dead in sleep....here I lie cold in deep...laying down forever more....never to know the tales of lore....never to know what love is....never to know what kindness is.....never again to see the light......never again to plee for life.....now I lie in darkness eternal...now I lie forever more.....now I lie....darkness around me....forever consuming my.....my soul is dead....my heart torn to shreds....my life for not.....my meaning is meaningless...my life found no.....and ment not to be found.....lost deep, deep within the ground.....I lay in rest for the day to find be found....lost now...forver......not to be found....quote the loveless one...demond forever more.....quote the deomnd forever more... "Here I lie...cold and broken....here I lie dead and forsaken...Here I lie forever more..." Quote the demond...Dead now and forever more....


How is it that I must allways and forever be lost within the darkness? I waist many a hour siting and thinking of the past...Then I sit and think when it will all finaly end...My pain,my sarrow, and why many of those that I know understand not of my pain.....T think of what all could have been....and wounder if my choices were right or not.....Thou I live even thou not on my own free will...but of the ties of others have made.....Oh how I wish to cut the ties that bind me and leave this world.....For it seems that one of the old world can not live and thrive off this newer age....But how is it that one still thinks and feels that of an age long ago?....As I sit and ask myself these many questions that wrap my mind all to much...Oh how they wrap my toumented soul....but yet I live...and know not why.....