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Well so far Will AKA Tears 00 has been doing nothing but trying to make my life hell. But I am not leting it get to me. Because I feel sorry for the guy. His anger is so missplaced and he is so lost in his emotions and thoughts. But other then him trying to make my life a living hell I have been hanging out with one of my other friends. And she has been helping me feel alot better. So I guess everything is going great. I have been helping my friends mom with watching the kids and some house stuff to. Plus I met onne of Promise's (Promee's) friends and she is like realy cool ^^ . She is a big anime fan like me. Plus she likes the same poems I like. So far we get along great ^^. Plus she is realy young and has alot of knowing what goes on in the world. So its nice. Plus I has been having deep comversations about veiws on life and long deep talking of the mind. So it has been realy great ^^. I allso met another Pokemon fan to ^^ . I still think it is kinda odd that I am like 18 and going on 19 and still liking Poekmon ^^; . But its realy cool. The typs and the pokemon them selfs are realy cool. Many people think its dumb but its realy fun. The games are awsome because you have to be smart and use the rights ones no matter what or else you might lose. Even if you are the same level or like 2-5 more levels ahead you can still lose. It is all about good reasing and teaching them the right attacks. So its like....Awsome ^^; .....but...yeah...things have been going ok....but I saw Kelli not to long ago....and she realy did not seem as happy to see me as I was her..........she most likely still thinks I just gave her up without a second thought.....I only let her go so she would be more happy....and not have to worry about her BF offing him self because his home life is his own hell.......So...she is alot happier now...and I am to.......I am over her sadly to say ^^; ......but yeah.....everything is doing pretty good....everything is allright I guess...I am feeling alot better.....plus.......well..i realy don't know....it realy feels odd........With Will and I beleave Kristen trying to ******** up my life (mostly Will) as much as they can...its not troubling me that much......THou I am some what aniod by the fack that Will Deleted everyone from my AIM buddy List....But then again that just shows that he realy is still very young and is not mature at all ^^; lol . Sadly to say he wines to his mother and father to get stuff. He was realy just quite very lucky they got him a second Nintendo DS when he messed up his first one. Plus with everything he has you think he would be a better person by the way he acts around his friends. But he does not sadly...So I can only hope he growns up and learns not to be such a child. His veiws are so disorted it is realy very sad. But at the same time funny as ******** hell to me because I know him very well lol. So yeah... Life is doing pretty good. Been around freinds,helping them out, finaly abell to go to the lake now that the Cherry Blossom is now over......I have not hung out with some of my other friends thou so I kinda feel bad about that.....I missed them because I was watching my friends mothers kids so she can get some hours in at work to have more money because she is alittle behind in Bills.....So I thought I might as well help her...She helps me when ever she can and I should do the same for her...Sad thing is thou even if Will knew that was the reason for baby siting her kids he would still not give a ******** and say something like. "You Josh you are alittle old for baby siting..." But he did and will not know her like I do....She is like my realy mother...seance I was a child she was allways there for me...no matter what the problem was...she knew allmost everything that went on with my family.........So......I just feel it is right to help her because she would do the very same for me......but...yeah....I guess that is about it ^^;;;

talk to you all later Bye~ ^.^