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Today I was out and about, and lost one of my credit cards. I didn't notice it until Lunch time when i went to a store and looking to put it in my wallet.

So I canceled the card. My mom called me careless. crying It hurts when your own mom calls you names like that. Sometimes I am, but today was an honest mistake because I guess it dropped out of my bag on the ground.

It hurts when people close to you call you names. It reminded me of a text I sent my neighbor last year or so calling him a few names because he got on my case about how I parked my car, right after saying nobody cares about how people park.

I don't know but he stopped coming around.. He stopped coming around when we sold our cabin in the woods. He helped my parents move stuff and ever since then he hasn't come around. sad I sent him an apology text and how i wasn't right in the head at the time. He apologized too. But still, he hasn't come around.

It has been a long day. I had been out since 10am and got home around 3pm. The only good thing today was that I found wine for less then my other wine. I just hope it tastes good. smile