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Darkness approaches

Once more I turn to melancholy

Turning in on myself

A period of introspection

Full of doubts

How will I find the light to guide me?

So long in the darkness

Isolated and alone

Time passes by

One empty day after another

Should I end it all?

Is that the only answer?

What happens if I do nothing?

A slow decline

Into middle age and still further on

Into old age

Still nothing has been achieved

A few small successes along the way

But is that enough to save me?

Will God reject my soul as empty and shallow?

Will I be handed to the Devil to hang from the gallows?